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It’s so hard being a lover girl in a world full of men who only want flings. When there’s women willing to freely give it up, I seem like I’m the difficult one when I ask for dates, affection, and long-term commitment. So, after another disappointment, I head back to the States to focus on myself for a while. When I stumbled on the surprise party flyer, I decided to use the free food and drinks as a distraction from my broken heart. The only problem is, the moment I lay eyes on him, I can’t fight the urge to test the waters just for fun. He just might be everything I always yearned for and more, but I can’t risk getting my hopes up again for nothing.

Ketai Kingston

Love was the last thing on my mind. Not because I was a woman hater or anything like that. I just could never find a woman who could pique my interest and keep it until she crashes my mother’s surprise birthday party. From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew she was special. So special that I’m willing to go above and beyond in pursuit of her. I can tell she wants me too, but for some reason she’s holding back. Little does she know, I’m not like the low effort men she’s used to, so even when she pushes me away it doesn’t work, because I know how to push back, and I won’t stop pushing until she’s mine and it’s only us.","format",{"_19":96,"_79":97,"_98":99,"_100":46},"publisher","page_count","duration","published_date","pub_date","February 11","isbn","asin","hex_code","language","English","purchase_links",[],"playlist_links",[],"cover","thumb","rating_distribution",{"_89":90,"_91":92},"tags",[77],{"_19":78,"_79":80,"_81":82,"_52":-5,"_50":83,"_84":85,"_86":46,"_87":46,"_88":48},1,"name","Romance","category","genre","romance","url","/genres/romance","selectable","sensitive","position","ratings",{},"recommend",{"_93":78,"_94":48,"_95":48},"yes","no","maybe",3,"Kindle","type","digital","audio",{"_19":102,"_79":103,"_50":104,"_105":-5,"_106":-5,"_107":108,"_109":110,"_111":112},"c15f7a5a-64e9-421f-bbfc-a4897c1435a8","Faith J.","632-faith-j","biography","image","books_count",11,"roles",[113],"in_catalog",true,"author","isLoggedIn",["P",115],"result","seo",{"_13":125,"_126":127,"_52":128,"_129":130,"_84":131,"_132":133,"_134":135},"user","themePreference","light","storedTheme","gaId","G-Z1HVZ17GZ3","Blackauthored","titleTemplate","%s","Find your next Black authored read and connect with readers with the similar taste.","handle","@blackauthored","https://blackauthored.com","robots",{"_149":46,"_150":46},"jsonLd",{"_136":137,"_138":139,"_79":125,"_140":141,"_142":143,"_84":131},"@context","https://schema.org","@type","Organization","logo","https://cdn.blackauthored.com/images/og-image.png","sameAs",[144,145,146,147,148],"https://twitter.com/blackauthored","https://facebook.com/blackauthored","https://instagram.com/blackauthored","https://youtube.com/blackauthored","https://tiktok.com/@blackauthored","noIndex","noFollow"]