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Three years ago, Cassia \"Cass\" James went nuclear on a Hollywood red carpet, exposing her cheating fiancé and backstabbing best friend in front of the world. The fallout? A career in shambles, a reputation in ruins, and a yearly resurgence of memes that make February feel like a cruel joke.

Now, with a podcast feature promising her one last shot at reclaiming her image, Cass is ready to stage the performance of a lifetime at her annual Love Me Not anti-Valentine’s Day party. There’s just one she needs a date to sell the charade.

Enter Malik—the tattoo artist who’s been quietly holding her together for three long years and the only person Cass trusts enough to ask for help.

But Malik isn’t just another prop in Cass’s chaotic narrative. He’s the steady presence who’s seen her at her lowest, the one who challenges her razor-sharp defenses without flinching. And as they continue to fool the world, Cass begins to realize something Maybe it's not so fake after all.

Cass must face the truth she’s been running you can’t rewrite your story until you stop hiding from it.

\n Love is messy. Love is hard. But love might just be worth the risk.\n

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