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One you embark on with the highest of expectations.
Expectations are fantasies.
Ones you imagine with no limitations.
Marriage. Sex. Life.
It all came with… Limits.
You fall, get back up again, and repeat.
Then, when you least expect it your whole world pivots.
Being tired came with revelations.
My smile could, in fact, reach my ears,
I was wrong to equate fantasies to my expectations.
And a man could, in fact, stand on business.
About me. For me. Inside of me.
But heartbreak came with a companion named fear.
However, a wise woman told me,
When the right person pushes Heartbreak aside for fear to rear its head, hold them near.

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