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Birdie Bleau Porter has never been anyone's soft place to land. Not for her parents, her so-called first love, or even for herself.

She grew up patching holes in other people's lives while her own kept splitting open. She dealt with her father's addiction, her mother's bottles, and their words that cut deeper than fists ever could. By the time she was grown, Birdie had learned the only way to keep herself safe was to control everything and to never, ever need anyone.

And then Kane Whittaker appeared. Neither the sharp edges nor the walls were fooling him. He doesn't flinch when she snaps, doesn't retreat when she resists. He simply stands,solid and, steady, daring her to believe she can be more than the sum of what had broken her.

However, letting someone in meant risking everything. It meant facing the past she had buried, the pain she had never spoken aloud, and the future she's afraid to even imagine. It meant trusting love where trust had never existed.

Birdie didn't know if she was ready, but this is her story... of losing, of loving, of falling apart, and of being rebuilt. Of becoming not just the one who survived... but she who healed.

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