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Ever saw a dead body?
I’ll ask again.
Ever saw a dead body walking among us?
I’ve been dead on the inside since my parents were taken away from me, and I was forced to move out the only home I knew.
Never truly ever knowing love or what it felt like. Always witnessing everyone else have what you wished your heart could do.
Love.
That word love could walk up on me, snatch me up, and I wouldn’t have ever known. Me and that word didn’t exist, and I had come to terms with that when I watched them fighting to save my boyfriend’s life, after my brother nearly took it from him.
Again, love was never meant for me… Zoya Caselli.
Even the big dawg eventually got tired too…

There was always love around.
My mother was a single mother to two boys, but there was always enough love to go around. Never being able to leave the house without giving her a kiss on the cheek or saying I love you. Even now, if I hadn’t spoke to her in a few days, she would call to remind me that she loved me.
Physical touch was my love language.
I needed it.
Had to have that shit.
I was Ms. Lawyer’s opposite in every way.","format",{"_28":102,"_27":103,"_104":105,"_106":69},"publisher","Urban Chapters Publications","page_count",455,"duration","published_date","November 11, 2025","pub_date","November 11","isbn","9798993809700","asin","B0G1RYKWXD","hex_code","#0e151d","language","English","purchase_links",[],"playlist_links",[],"cover","https://cdn.blackauthored.com/books/397i/8cf6ee7a-9077-4534-9dec-9edd9ab02e5d.jpg","thumb","https://img.blackauthored.com/?preset=poster_thumb&image=https%3A%2F%2Fcdn.blackauthored.com%2Fbooks%2F397i%2F8cf6ee7a-9077-4534-9dec-9edd9ab02e5d.jpg",3,"Kindle","type","digital","audio","order",{"_28":42,"_27":43,"_44":45,"_109":110,"_111":112,"_31":113,"_114":115,"_46":47},"biography","Jahquel J. has been writing since 2014, known for her hit series The Delgato Family; Homies, Lovers, and Friends; Staten Island Love Letter; and Confessions of a Hustla’s Housekeeper. With one traditionally published Christmas book Second Chance Christmas, and one on the way, she shows no signs of slowing down. Off the page, she’s a wife to her high school sweetheart, a sister to her younger siblings, and a proud dog mom. When she’s not writing, you’ll find her on TikTok being a “content creator,” joking with her “cousins” (readers) on social media, watching The Crown, or cruising Target’s aisles. Follow her online to stay up to date with her latest projects!","image","https://cdn.blackauthored.com/authors/79a16d68f41caad11e49/2_1296x.jpg",135,"roles",[116],"author",{"_27":118,"_44":119,"_120":121,"_46":47},"Markd By Tylee","46-markd-by-tylee","role","editor","isLoggedIn",["P",123],"result",{"_15":132,"_17":133,"_13":134,"_135":136,"_19":137,"_138":139,"_21":140},"user","themePreference","light","storedTheme","gaId","G-Z1HVZ17GZ3","Blackauthored","%s","Find your next Black authored read and connect with readers with the similar taste.","handle","@blackauthored","https://blackauthored.com","robots",{"_151":69,"_152":69},{"_23":24,"_25":141,"_27":132,"_142":143,"_144":145,"_19":137},"Organization","logo","https://cdn.blackauthored.com/images/og-image.png","sameAs",[146,147,148,149,150],"https://twitter.com/blackauthored","https://facebook.com/blackauthored","https://instagram.com/blackauthored","https://youtube.com/blackauthored","https://tiktok.com/@blackauthored","noIndex","noFollow"]